well its been awhile since i have written. but things are ok.i just miss sherri so much! i really do, i can't wait to see her again.
Sunday, 25 July 2010
I was wasting my time trying to find something real for my soul. Now that I'm here your making it clear that I'm not my own. Now this is all that i am, here, with my out stretched hands cause I really need you now. I'm running in place trying to erase all that i've done but you find a way to replace my pain with love. I... just need you now. Now, this is all that I am...
i can so done with friends like sherri ok earlyer in the summer she was trying to prove to me that she was going to be a better friend, ok! doing one extra get together just that one time then not continuing to do it in the future is not proving anything! esp. when shes like oh im going to be busy for the next few months. ok how is that showing anything!? i am so done, im just going to not contact her and see how long it takes her to contact me. i bet it will be a time when she has nothing to do. shes doing everything kind of like what Danielle is doing to me, cuz with Danielle we had a good conversation but it hurt that she didn't want to make plans with just me, all she did was invite me to something shes enviting the whole world too. i am so sick of being hurt every single time! i am so done!!!!!!
i am so sick of this. ok i hate how before people in my life made time for me. and now they won't make anytime for me at all. it really hurts. so at least i can say all i have now is i have my husband and my family. at least they will always have time for me!
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